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Buying Guilt-Away
07.05.04 || 10:45 pm

today was a wonderful day of sleeping, awakening, movie watching, and working.

okay, i didn't actually work, i said i was going to work and then I went to nathan's... and read an entire novel while he watched the reds game.

fun.

then i was going to leave, and he wanted to have sex. okay i say. after all, that's what i wore a skirt for and shaved ...

we fool around.. and i come home.. watch movies, and play with sydney.

i have to go back to regular schedule tomorrow. fun. practicum then school.

last night nathan came over two hours after he said he was heading over.. i was slightly pissed, we attempted to talk, and eventually, i gave in, it's worthless. then we fooled around twice last night. fun...

why do i feel like a cheap whore?

because last night after we fooled around the first time, he asked me if i needed money for anything, or if i needed anything...

trying to buy my affections and forgiveness...

yeah, trying to get rid of his guilt of being a horrible boyfriend is more like it.

oh.. oi.




Hearing: nothing
Feeling: tired
Stressing: bed

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