it's funny what love does to you. one day it holds you up so high over its head, and the next it hold ou under the water.... making sure you can't breathe... suffocating you. then.. the next day, you find it ends.. and you find holding a shard of glass and slicing up your hand and both arms.

i can't believe how stupid i was.

i can't believe i have to go through this again. i have to get over him again... it's going to take too long for me to care.

we had so much history. today sydney and i were playing with her playdoh, and she goes.. look mommy, it's a daddy and a mommy snake and they are looking for their daughter.

only it should have been, look mommy, it's a mommy snake and a daughter snake, and their looking for her daddy....

:: sigh ::

i've been diagnosed as bi polar.. on depakote, and prozac. fun stuff.

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